User blog:Faraday Cousins/A Bitter and Long-overdue Farewell

​Dear CRP community,

'''​For ages, I have been quite the bastard in RP. But this should not be about me. Instead, let be for you. You have had to put up with my bullshit for far too long, and it's made RP pretty fucking retarded for all of you. The time has come for me to retire from the games, discords, and the communities. I have a life to lead and I'm bringing the worst of myself to the table by being involved with you guys. Some of you may already know that I volunteer at a wildlife refuge and am an instructor with an education program in the Pinelands. I am also working full-time and attending school part-time. Aside from that, I am also in the National Society for Leadership and Success. Everything IRL I am doing is so that I can have a successful career in the National Park Service and beyond. I have had some memories with you guys, but it is time for me to leave.'''

​Johnny Goldtimbers, John Breasly, Britain, EITC
'''​Hey, so.....I've been quite an ass to you. It's not fair, you guys were like my second family, always. I am sorry for all the times you guys stuck your necks out for me and I repaid you with shit. Please continue to take good care of yourselves.'''

​Kwagar, Ryan, GIO
'''​You guys were my third family. Gosh, everything I did to you guys. It doesn't seem like even 10 apologies could fix the damage I've done.....'''

​Alex, Switzerland
'''​You were a good friend Alex. I should have trusted your judgement on many decisions, but I continued to betray you. You take good care of Switzerland for me. You are their best hope.'''

​Spain
'''​Despite my many outbursts, I always admired you guys. I am sorry, Cadet and Zeke. You guys deserved better. Take care of yourselves.'''

'''​If I missed anyone else, I am sorry three times over. I will miss you all. Take care.'''

​One last Farewell,

​Lee aka Matthew O'malley aka The RP Traitor

'''​EDIT: I hereby turn my guild over to my Discord officers to decide who will lead the Palladins next. As for the game, I will play occassionally, but it will be for the game. I am done with RP. I will leave the RP servers on Discord as well.'''