User blog:Bart Swordfury/ Weekly Memoir on the task of self Improvement

First Sunday~
I feel that this is a new begining for me, yet if i mess up, it closes that door and ends all I have worked for. I see my first task almost immeditaly, to be not only more respectful but more open to spaniards. I have no possible path to completely like them, just to lower the hate to moderate tention should suffice. I give thanks for Richard giving me a last chance with the order, to see it properly and I have seen the light out of the darkness. I feel my next task is to work on respect, not all people earn it, but we all have to deal with that, and I must learn that next.





Second Sunday~
Not much to say, I am less angry twards pearson when he comes on chat though, almost finding myself befriending him, I catch myself thinking before I talk as well.